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July 24th, 2008 by darthjunel
Value of THE UP Experience

First published 6 June 2008
The Manila
Standard Today
INTEGRATIONS
Maya Baltazar Herrera
Voyage

 

The value of the UP Experience

There are no children here

This week, I went to a meeting at the UP School of Economics and I came
away with renewed belief in the value of the UP experience.

If you speak to anyone from UP – student, professor, alumnus - you will get
no Latin slogans or apologies about how the school teaches values in spite
of its outward materialism. This is not a student population that thinks
about
basketball games or memorizes school songs. This is not a school that
chooses one statement to drill into the minds of its students.

This is not, of course, to say that UP does not care about values. It is
that
UP, in its own inimitable way, believes that values cannot be force-fed.
The statue of the naked man that guards the entrance to the campus in
Diliman best represents UP’s approach to all education and the respect for
students that is the center of its educational philosophy. All who come to
this university, regardless of origin, bring themselves naked, carrying
nothing
but their thirst; like the proverbial empty teacup, making an offering of
self,
waiting to be filled.

Adults

For many students from private schools, the first lesson that is learned
here is that this is a school for adult education. There are no children
here,
and that is why no parents are allowed either at freshman orientation or
during enlistment.

The spirit of the oblation lies not in a mother or a father offering up his
child to the world, it is that of the newly adult, freely offering of his
self.

I remember quite vividly that moment that drove home how different the
UP education continues to be. It was my daughter’s first semester in
university and she had invited a group of her high school friends to our
house. One of them asked a classmate whether she had gotten her parents
permission form approved for that weekend’s outreach activity. From the
UP population around the table came the mock horrified responses of:
"Permission? " and "Outreach?"

I thought about it and realized that all of these students were, in fact,
legally adults. I thought it interesting that only the UP students appeared
to appreciate this fact.

Even more interesting was the "outreach" comment. I think back to my own
university years and the last three years that my daughter has been in UP
and am certain there is no lack of civic activity. There are medical
missions, house building projects, tree planting, community work and barrio
work and so on. I realize now that the reaction was not to the activity as
much as it was to the use of the word.

One of the most important differences of the UP campus from all the other
campuses my children considered going to is that this campus has no walls.
Many parents fear this. They are afraid their precious children will not be
protected from the ills of society in a campus that is so open to the rest
of
the world.

But UP is open to the world in more ways than just not having the physical
walls.

Community

Being in UP means much more than being a student. This campus is
enmeshed in a community. This community is made up not only of the
transient population of students who go home each night. It includes the
many,
many students who lay their heads on dorm pillows each night, enduring time
away from families in the firm belief that this campus will bring them
closer to
their dreams. This community includes the families of faculty and employees
who live on campus. It also includes the many people who work not for the
University, but nevertheless work on campus. This community includes the
lady who remembers the brand of cigarette you smoke and automatically
hands it to you in the morning. It includes the gentleman who remembers you
like pepper on your egg sandwich or the one who knows you will dip your fish
balls into two of his sauces, who patiently waits for you to eat your three
sticks before being paid. It includes the woman who saw all her children
through college by selling peanuts every day on campus.

To a UP student, the daily heartbeat of the school is never far away from
the realities of the country. The word outreach suggests that civic activity
is
something outside of the normal, something you do once in a while. It must
be
immensely difficult to think of community as a thing apart when your campus
experience brings you face to face with all of the world’s realities every
day.

Character

All of this probably explains that unmistakable sense of self that you will
find from students who come from this campus.

Here is a campus where all have the same opportunities to learn. But also,
here is a campus that will give all the same opportunities to fail. There
are no
guidance counselors who will chase after you because you have been skipping
classes. The attitude this university takes is that you must take the
initiative –
for learning, for seeking help, for realizing you need help.

That is not to say that no help exists. But it is help that is not forced
upon you.

This is a university rich in both introspection and conversation. On this
campus,
the student is constantly exposed to people – faculty, administrators,
community
members, other students – who care deeply and passionately about the world.
The conversations are almost never purely cerebral. A single graph can
provoke
comments about government policy and its effects on people.

As a result, UP is home to a student population that looks at the world and
cares.
It is easy to see pictures of protesting students and dismiss it as
radicalism. But
there are few campuses in this country where students go beyond a passing
curiosity
about what is happening in the world beyond their own lives. There are even
fewer
universities where students not only care but also actually believe they
have a
responsibility to make a difference – not in some hazy future – today.

And that, I believe, is what truly forges character. Character is not molded
by
speeches or long classes in ethics or theology. Character grows from within.
It
begins by being handed the keys to your own self and being told you are in
charge;
you now have power over yourself and your own actions – and with that power,
you
take on responsibilities.

Each student in this university goes through his own unique voyage of
discovery.
On his voyage, as he decides what he cares about, what he will fight for and
what
he will sacrifice, he crafts his own personal values. That is what education
is truly about.

 

 

= Mayabang Noon, Lalo Na Ngayon!!

Maligayang Sentenaryo sa mga Iskolar ng, AT PARA SA,  Bayan!!! 

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Para Kay Ann

April 4th, 2008 by darthjunel

Sa ilang ulit ng palihim na saya, pag-iyak, pagtawa, at makailang ulit pang pag-antay ng at sa pag-ibig, saludo ako sayo. Sa bawat minutong pagtingin sa relo at pagkamuhi sa mga balisang oras ng kawalan at paghintay, itinataas ka ng paghangang hindi kailan man mapapantayan ng ano mang salita. Ang pag-ibig mo ay higit sa dalisay na paglihis ng araw patungo sa kung saan man. Ang pag-ibig mo ay liriko ng awiting naikakanta ng puso at hindi ng isipan.
Oo, inaamin ko, tumaas ang aking kilay ng makailang ulit dahil sa natagpuang pag-ibig na dumating lamang dala ng isang patlang at maraming pagluha pero sino ba naman ako para humusga sa totoo at hindi? Sa mga nagdaang araw ng paulit ulit na pagbigkas, pagkwento, at muling pagkagalak sa pag-ibig na inasam at nakamtan, pinilit kung intindihin kung bakit at papaano mo nakukuhang maging masaya at umasa kahit pa minsan ay puno ng lungkot ang anino ng iyong mga mata. “Mapagbiro ang salamin ng puso, ipinapakita nito ang ibig mo lamang makita,” wika ko. Pero ininda mo ang puntong nais kong ikintal sa pagkatao mo. Bagkos, lalo kang umasa at lalo pang nagkalakas loob na mamuhunan at magwaldas ng sumpang sintang hindi mo alam ang kapalit. At lalong umusbong pa ang paghanga ko sayo.
Napatunayan ko na kahit na sino sa amin ay walang karapatang humusga. Na kami man ay walang sapat na ulirat para magsabi ng totoo sa hindi, dahil ito ang nakita at nadala ng aming mga nakaraan. Dahil sayo, napatunayan ko na ang pag-ibig ay ang panahong isinisilang ito- hindi generalisasyon, hindi konklusyon, lalong hindi iisa sa lahat ng nilalang sa mundo. Ang konteksto ng pag-ibig mo sa kanya ay ang pag-ibig mo sa kanya at wala ng iba. Sa katunayan, kailangan naming matutunang magmahal kagaya mo, na walang ibang ninanais kundi ang magmahal ng higit sa pagmamahal.   
Sa dulo ng lahat ng ito, Ann, kapag naisulat na ang mga pahina ng isang araw at naikintal na sa mundo ang layon nito, mananatili akong maniniwala sa lalim at lawak ng pagmamahal mo. Dahil saiyo, natutunan ko na ang pag-ibig ay isang makapangyarihang balagtas na hindi maikakahon sa kung ano ang dapat at hindi dapat, na maaaring umibig ng higit sa ibinibigay, na malaya tayong lahat na mag-alay ng ating sarili sa sinumang ninanais.
Mabuhay ka at ang iyong pag-ibig, Ann. Bihira ang kagaya mong umiibig dahil sa pag-ibig. Tandaan mo lamang na kasabay sana ng kakayahan mong ibigay ang lahat para sa iba, matutunan mong mag-impok ng kaunti para sa iyong sarili. Mahirap ang mawalan dahil sa labis na kapabayaan.   

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There is still hope and love chuchu

December 23rd, 2007 by darthjunel

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After 8 years of being together, college friends Jing and Glenn decided to tie the knots together. Good bye single blessedness! Good bye, deep dark manly/womanly secrets. Hehehe!

Mind you, Jing and Glenn are "firsts." First bf, first gf, first everything. And their firsts lasted for 8 years. And they’ll be spending a whole lifetime to do their firsts.

This wedding was so special that all of us dear college buddies had to rush home to attend. Ruth, for one, was fresh from Vietnam and is off to go to the US some time soon. Dsc00005 Jun had to rush to the airport to catch the earliest flight from an office shift thta ended around 2am. Silly old me, to cap everything up, is still on my "toxic" mode before going to the airport. Hehe!

But we made it. And the wedding was beautifully planned. And Glenn cried. Awwww. See, there is still love. And hope. And reasons to celebrate. Congrats, brod and sis!

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Sting for stings

December 9th, 2007 by darthjunel

I am born and raised under the scorpion sign.

Scorpios are remarkable people who wouldn’t hesitate to say what’s on
their mind. They are good friends and your worst enemy. They are deep
thinkers and want to keep themselves busy most of the time. They get
sick when they are not doing anything. Even their mind is very active
and sharp. They have long memories– of happiness made and done, of pain caused and afflicted, of love cursed and wounded.

To say the least, scorpions are too much to handle for some people. To say the most, we could be your worst nightmare.

Personally, I think that I am such an expert in observing how other people would try to hurt me and undermine my capacity to see that I am capable of moving a couple of my chess pieces before their plan of action. You see, I have this habit of analyzing people- and knowing when and how to surprise them with my knowledge of whatever they are doing or planning to do. And when I do open my mouth for some lashing, hell yeah, my words could kill.
So, if you do me some hard—any harm, no matter how minute it is, mind you, I’ll sting. And kill. As a scorpion must do.

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Thank you

June 7th, 2007 by darthjunel

Sa lahat ng tumulong sa amin ng nanay ko para sa tatay ko, maraming maraming salamat.

My respect, prayers, and adulation goes to all of you.

Please continue praying for my father. And to all your departed loved ones.

Yours,

Junel Labor

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Eto naman ang nagpapaka-concern mood

April 9th, 2007 by darthjunel

What is faith? Is it the struggle to understand what is not verifiable by the senses? Is it the constant search for the religious answer that one day the Son of God would descend from the high Heaven and provide us with our own ascension? Or is it the smooth sail of ordinariness that is seen in wrinkles of life? 

Faith is my Dad’s belief in the public service of hospital employees in our province. It is that lucid trust he gives to the nurses and doctor in our public hospital even though there is only one attending physician that is to act as an aide in the E.R., the O.R. and the D.R.

Faith is my aunt’s confidence in the

Philippines

that she has to return to my province to invest her hard-earned money from her 15 or so years of stable career abroad.

Faith is my mom’s credence to this country that she’ll do anything for me to stay and work in the

Philippines

.

Faith is my parish priest’s hope that a peace covenant could augment the dirty politics in my province.

Faith is saying that the mudflow victims in the Bicol Region have “just gone off somewhere” to explain the absence of family members and friends with the hope of seeing them again.

Faith is beyond believing. It is that personal assurance that allows us to make sense of the value of the words “beyond” and “tomorrow.”          

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Bellas de 07

March 28th, 2007 by darthjunel

My LB life just wouldn’t be complete without THE Com Arts Soc graduating sisses of 2007. I must admit the fact that though I’m, uhm, a year (kidding!) older than they are, they have kept me alive- and insane, after all these years.

THEA has been my refuge for the past three years. Si Kuya ang nakakaintindi, nakakakilala at nakakaalam ng lahat lahat sa akin. My LB life just wouldn’t be complete without her. Sa lahat lahat,kuya, salamat. Bumalik ka lang ng bumalik sa LB na parang hindi ka na rin umalis. Tandaan, kuya, na kahit bata pa ang pag-ibig, tatanda rin ito at sasarap.

TASHA is my idol. And my soul.

MOKI has seen my best and worst. My adulation for her is beyond this lifetime. I have never seen anyone so dignified as Mokiyaw. Papuri sa lahat lahat ng ginawa mo sa soc at pasensya sa lahat lahat ng pinagdaanan mong iyak dahil sa akin. Kung tatanungin ako kung paano namuno si Moki sa soc, sasabihin ko na tinulungan nya ang soc na mag-isip. Tandaan na hindi lahat ng pag-ibig ay mataba.

DOI is my happiness… na ang problema ay isang mapagbalatkayong katatawanan.

SUE is how one should enjoy life. Mahirap kaya mag adjust ng buhay galing sa posh Bahrain lifestyle papunta sa "kanto" na buhay sa LB. Sa lovelife, sa bitterness, sa poise, sa mga sablay na hirit, sa Isis inuman at sa takot mo sa pagsakay sa Phil public transpo aka MRT, nabuo ang ating pagkakaibigan. Nawa’y madala mo sa pagbalik mo sa Bahrain ang saya ng kapayakan ng isang buhay Los Banos. Tandaan na hindi lahat ng pag-ibig kalbo, minsan, dahil mapusok ang tadhana, maaring may umusbong na kasiyahan sa mabuhok na ulo. Ano daw? Hehehe!

HAZEL is my maturity. Sa edad ni Hezel, aaminin ko na mas matanda sya mag-isip kese sa akin. 

LYKA is silence personified. Sana matuto ako ng ganitong istilo- ang wag mag-ingay para walang gulo. Na ang katahimikan ay isang klase ng art. 

and TONI- who exemplifies the reality and ordinariness of experience. Na masaya ma-inlove sa mga artista, na ok lang umiyak kung d mo na kaya ang problema. Tandaan, na artista lang si Ping Medina at si Chito ng Parokya. At ikaw ay dyosa.

Congratulations!

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Random thoughts

February 28th, 2007 by darthjunel

This is my only time to breathe.

After my Korean invasion month, to the  loooong and winding road towards the Sinong Ailen production, to the hassles and battles of the fabfair, to the setting up of my oral interp nyt for my speech comm classes, to the drowning loads of academic papers, to my being an empath for my friends, and to my endless apartment hunting, this is my only time to rest. In this one corner of this cafe, with my laptop, and my soda. It would be an eternity before I do this again so I’m basking on this moment.

I am so glad that The Departed won the Oscars. And THE Martin S got his much deserved honor from the Academy. 

And, yeah, I’m sort of, almost like, seems though… enjoying PBB.

I’m also glad that I answered SOME of the thousands or so concepts in my Instructional Design Class. God, I hope I pass. Give me 60 or give me death.

So, I’m still sane. And human. And jologs.

So, I would like to thank myself for this moment. For me to write some things amidst the hurricanes of my realities.

And so I breath. And enjoy. And then move some muscles to yawn. And run again to meet my deadlines.

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Last Christmas, I…

January 6th, 2007 by darthjunel

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…spent quite a number of my days with my cousins especially because one of them was to be married. Yes, somebody younger than me was devoured by the chills of marriage. Did it sting me? Did it make me think about settling? Yes, in a way but then again, I have my own set of priorities.

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…bonded with my folks. The bonding included a lot of pulutan and booze and I don’t wanna continue. The agony of a POST HOLIDAY DEPRESSION over my additional pounds is still hurting me.

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… went to the beach. This was a well deserved treat, of course, after a loooong day of gift-giving to the victims of typhoon Reming in our province.

 

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… watched as my cousin tied the knot with his childhood love. I was part of the secondary sponsors (wedding motiff was red so I had to be in the shade)and, honestly, I didn’t know that I had to pin this cloth to an appropriate time and angles- pamahiin. I didn’t even know when to stand up! What I did fund out was that I’m too childish (and childlike) to be part of a ceremony (and matrimony) like that. And, yeah, the reception was a blast! Read as: Food was great. I gained a million pounds.

Lola_xmas

… got to spend time with my lola. It was, I guess, my first time to share the bed with her. She would (always) wake up around 4:30 in the morning. Saya no? Imagine my agony- lasing at matutulog ng alas 3, gigising ng alas 4 y medya.

And, of course, my tita’s funeral which I don’t want to discuss. Wherever you are Mama Econ, always remember that Mic and Mikee are in good hands. May you rest in peace…

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Why Am I for the Tuition Fee Increase?

November 24th, 2006 by darthjunel

The UP Tuition Fee increase will not be beneficial to the personal lives of the faculty members. It will not do any thing substantial to my salary BUT I am a firm supporter of such proposal. If it would make the university better (and it definitely will), then it should be pushed through as soon as possible.

Read…

No cause for Caterwauling
By Solita Collas-Monsod
Inquirer
Last updated 00:52am (Mla time) 11/18/2006
Published on Page A14 of the November 18, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer

TO those who are thinking of making political hay out of the proposal to adjust undergraduate tuition and other fees in the University of the Philippines (UP), I have one suggestion: Before you start the marches and rallies and speeches routine, please first read carefully the report of the ad hoc committee created by UP president Emer Roman to review the structure of tuition and other fees. If it will take too much of your time, read the primer that has been prepared based on that report.


You will find out that tuition rates at UP have remained unchanged since 1989 — a period of 17 years. During that period of time, the nominal income of Filipino families has more than tripled, while living expenses as measured by the Consumer Price Index have tripled, and expenses in the educational sector itself are now more than six times what they were in 1989.

In terms of the UP experience, what has happened is that while tuition rates have remained frozen at P300 per student-credit unit (P250 in Los Baños and P200 in Baguio, the Visayas and Mindanao), the average cost of undergraduate instruction is now estimated at around P1,500 (P1,000 for regional campuses) per student-credit unit — five times what the students are paying. Which means that UP students, on the average, are now being subsidized to the tune of about 80 percent of the costs of instruction.

The comparison with Ateneo de Manila University and De La Salle University (which rank third and second, respectively, behind UP Diliman in academic excellence) puts things more clearly in perspective: In 1989, UP’s tuition charge per credit unit, at P300, was comparable (not quite 10 percent less than) to Ateneo’s at P329 and La Salle’s P327. At present, Ateneo’s tuition charges are P2,200 per unit, and La Salle’s are P1,700.

And if UP’s tuition rates are between one-sixth and one-seventh of those of its closest academic competitors, its miscellaneous fees are relatively more minuscule: anywhere from 5 percent to 12 percent of those charged by them.

Why there have been no attempts by UP administrations to adjust tuition charges since 1989, during Jose Abueva’s watch, until the present is a sad story. Abueva’s successor, Emil Javier, was so mired in internal controversies during his watch that he probably was averse to risking another controversy (there was loud caterwauling in opposition to Abueva’s tuition rate changes as well as his Socialized Tuition and Financial Assistance Program, or STFAP, which I consider to be one of his greatest achievements) . Dodong Nemenzo, on the other hand, stated flatly that he would not allow tuition rate increases during his term, presumably for ideological reasons.

In any case, what does the three-person ad hoc review committee, headed by Noel de Dios of the UP School of Economics, recommend? Certainly not to charge tuition rates that would be comparable to Ateneo’s or La Salle’s. Merely to adjust them based on inflation, i.e., triple them for now, and then adjust them triennially (every three years). In other words, tuition in Diliman, Manila and Los Baños will rise from P300 to P1,000 per unit, while that in Baguio, the Visayas and Mindanao will increase from P200 to P600.

Does one hear loud yells? Please. It is nowhere near as bad as it sounds.

In the first place, as noted above, nominal family incomes between 1989 and the present have more than tripled. Secondly, thanks to a “new” STFAP (formulated by a three-person committee headed by the UP School of Economics’ Manny Esguerra) which, as per the De Dios’ committee recommendations, is to accompany the proposed tuition rate changes, what actually happens is the following:

Entering students (starting in school year 2007) whose families are in the bottom 36 percent of families as far as income is concerned (annual incomes of P70,000 or less), Bracket E, have free tuition plus a monthly stipend of P12,000.

Those whose family incomes are above the 36th percentile and up to the 67th percentile (annual income of P70,001-P135, 000), Bracket D, will enjoy a tuition discount of 70 percent, meaning to say that their tuition rates will remain at P300 per unit .

Those whose family incomes are above the 67th percentile up to the 97th percentile (annual income of P135,001-P500, 000), Bracket C, will be given a 40 percent discount.

In other words, only those entering students whose family incomes are between P500,001 and P1 million will actually be paying the full tuition of P1,000 per credit unit. And by the way, in the true spirit of socialization, those who belong to families with incomes over P1 million a year are going to have to pay full cost or near full-cost tuition — P1,500 per credit unit. They don’t deserve to be subsidized by the Filipino people, and they will not be subsidized.

Neat, huh? Assuming that the income profiles of entering UP students in 2007 are the same as in 2004, only about 20 percent of incoming freshmen will be paying full tuition (which still means a subsidy of about 30 percent) or full-cost tuition (no subsidy), with the additional income from them being used for stipends for the poorest students.

To top it all, the tuition rate increases will be imposed only on incoming freshmen starting next year. Those already in the university will pay the old rates.

So there is no reason to shout, or cry, or caterwaul. And there is every reason to be thankful for people like Roman, De Dios and Esguerra, who are excellent examples of the combination of warm hearts and cool heads that this country so desperately needs but so sorely lacks.

Other notes:

I also heard an activist (from one of the rallies in UPLB this week) generalizing that the TFI would pave the way for the women students of the university to be involved in the sex trade because of this proposal (with comparisons to the students of private universities in Manila). This is a mockery of the intelligence of the students of the university and a degredation of the quality of education that UP gives to its students. Activism must breed intelligence not intellectual decay.

 

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